I love the books bring out so many feeling you’ve bottled up inside. I felt fear, grief, sadness and I also get confused, wanted to cry but some parts I really sat on the edge of my couch. The most beautiful thing about the book is realistic, honest but also genuine story-telling.
This is psychological overwhelming, powerful, intense, thought-provoking, riveting reading about a girl’s search for the answers behind the suicide of her brother. The family’s grieving process and enduring the aftermath of losing a child is one of the excruciatingly painful experience. The guilt, the unanswered questions, what ifs, what could be done-s are gnarling inside them. They want to move on but they cannot. They want their pain subside but it never disappears completely.
Cady decides to attend Harvard for her education as like her brother Eric did before he was ending his life. As soon as Cady starts digging up and learning more about from his past, she finds herself at the point of no return. So many twists that we cannot see it coming and surprises are thrown into our laps.
This book is a family’s dealing with a loved one’s death, Cady’s questioning herself about the thin line between madness and reality because she finds herself dealing with illusions, hearing voices, fighting with paranoia and invisible enemies so does she follow the same path with her brother? Will her faith be the same with him? It’s intriguing, isn’t it? This book hooks you from the beginning with its riveting, interesting, mind blowing writing. So do you want to know what will happen next? You know the drill: grab it, flip the pages and get lost in words!
I enjoyed this reading and thanks to publishing company for putting this amazing author on my radar!
Special thanks to NetGalley and Random House for sharing this incredible ARC with me in exchange my honest review!